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[07 Mar 2006|09:32pm] So tonight is my sister's last night in Florida. Her last night being down the hall from me. I tried so hard not to cry but now I can't help myself from crying. I was reading old journal entries on her journal from 2003/2004 and it made me miss her already. I miss us being super close, when she was 15 & we both lived with my dad. I miss us talking on AIM, yet being in the same house. I miss witnessing her fall in love for the first time. I miss being her shoulder to cry on. I miss us planning to run away from our parents together. I miss staying up on FTJ all night on the forums. I miss us being best friends with Stephanie & Dayna. I miss when all we had was internet friends. I miss us going to Tisha's house just to take pictures of ourselves. I miss us being "goth" and "emo" etc together (going through phases.) I miss watching all of the Halloween movies at Robert's house when we lived on the island. I miss walking to the shopette with her late at night and renting movies & getting junk food when we lived in Germany. I miss going in her room to sleep because I was scared (& I was 13!) I miss sharing a room. I miss her going to my spelling bees. I miss helping her get ready for school. I miss walking her to school. I miss playing on the playground for 12 hours a day. I miss knowing that I had a sister on the way.. There's only us There's only this ... Forget regret or life is yours to miss No other road No other way No day but today. 2002 REPPIN. I know that sisters fight and sisters lose closeness, I haven't forgotten the way I treated my sister last year but god damnit if I could taking ANYTHING IN THE FUCKING WORLD BACK, I would take that back. I'm crying my fucking eyes out. I don't want Hayley or Ricki to see me like this. 3 comments|post comment

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